2.26.2011

¡Estoy Aquí!

First off, ¿cómo estas? You like the accent marks? Courtesy of a Spanish keyboard. I am having trouble finding the question mark? haha

Welp, I am officially in Ecuador! The flights were awesome, I did not have an ounce of fear or worry the entire time, even when our flight was delayed in Quito for five hours. God answers sincere prayers. :) I flew from Salt Lake (meeting a dad and his son at the airport at 4:20 am) to Dallas to Miami to Quito! Mi favorita was the sunrise on the Salt Lake flight - have you ever been above the clouds, looking at them turn gold and pink with the sunrise? EXquisite! My other favorite was landing in Quito. It was late at night and so all the street lights were lit up and I could see that they were rising with the hills of Quito! So cool. Once we landed in Quito we went through customs where I got to wrangle my three heavy "suitcase children" (as I call them) through security. haha. For the record, I feel like most of that poundage was from peanut butter and cheddar cheese. They don´t have it here and it was pretty much the first thing on the packing list. haha. Oh, and also books. I brought like fifteen. They are my solace! That night we stayed in Quito and it was grate(d cheese). I loved the first bus ride; everything was so new and exciting! And it probably should had been scary, but I am naïve. And I feel like since God called me here He will look out for me. :) The next morning...turned afternoon...we got on a plane to Cuenca! We met our people there and got taken to the house in Cuenca where the other volunteers pretty much thronged us and took our bags! And stole our passports and dentures! haha. Just kidding. It was great. We got shown around the house (actually two connected five-story houses) and met our awesome new surrogate parents, a cute Ecuadorian couple! They are so cool! I got settled in to my room and met my roommates, unpacked, and wrote in my journal a few goals I have while I´m here. One being waking up every morning to do a little devotional (a spiritual vitamin for the day, if you will) before I go to work with los niños. Ay, ¡los niños! Qué preciosos. Me encantan los already. Today (my second morning on a completely different continent, mind you) was my first day working con los niños! I work two shifts a day. The one in the morning goes from 7 til 12, then we have a 2-hour break to come home and eat, and then we go back out from 2 until 6! The spirit in the orphanages is awesome. Which is to be expected when you are surrounded by the best spirits on Earth. They are so loving! The place where I worked this morning has my favorite kids already, I´m convinced. One part of the shift we got to out with them and just play for about an hour, and while we were out there I caught a glimpse of myself in the window holding one of los niños. If it´s true that the Spirit makes us beautiful, then that´s what I saw. I was taken back a bit to see the spirit that shone through my face. Definitely the light of Christ. I looked so happy with a little niño on my hip, and it seriously would have been one of my most treasured pictures of my life. These kids are so willing to love, and so am I. Who couldn´t? I am so happy just being able to have little baby on my hip or feed sopa to a little kid or kiss a toddler on the head. (All of which I have done here already! What a privilege!) I have never seen this side of myself, because I have never really had a chance to! This is seriously life-changing already, to see that I do have the ability to nurture, and that I LOVE doing it. And it is grate(d cheese) to be able to share it with fifteen other volunteers. I hope I get to know them better and become really good friends with them. :)

I feel like I have had more life experience in these last 48 hours than in many years of my life. haha. It is incredible how quickly life can change. :)

P.S. I changed the first diaper of my life today! Alright! :D

1 comment:

  1. I am speechless and in awe as I take in what my daughter has just written. She is finding out who she truly is, and the beauty and joy of selfless service.

    Susannah, I have always seen in embryo what you saw in your reflection. You are a breathtakingly beautiful, caring spirit, and this is just being revealed to you as you forget yourself and go to work, sharing your love and sunshine with these sweet orphans. You are serving them, and they are serving you, unwittingly. I can't believe how quickly it is happening. You are learning the true joy of loving unreservedly. You will make an amazing mother one day. And you had thought it would all be dull drudgery!! How far from the truth. Of course there will be days when you feel bogged down, but that is when it is time to just relax and love and laugh and cry - just follow your heart, and the hearts of those little ones you are serving.

    I want to share with you here my favorite poem, or passage, which will now come to have great personal meaning for you also.

    "You, Little Child"

    You, Little Child

    You, little child, with your shining eyes and dimpled cheeks, you can lead us along the pathway to more abundant life. We grown-ups need in our lives the virtues that you have in yours….

    The joy and enthusiasm of looking forward to each new day with glorious expectations of wonderful things to come;

    The vision that sees the world as a splendid place with good fairies, brave knights, and glistening castles that reach towards the sky;

    The radiant curiosity that finds adventure in simple things: the mystery of billowy clouds, the miracle of snow flakes, the magic of growing flowers;

    The tolerance that forgets the difference as quickly as your childish quarrels are spent, that holds no grudges, that hates never, that loves people for who they are;

    The genuineness of being oneself, to be done with sham, pretense and empty show; to be simple, natural and sincere;

    The courage that rises from defeat and tries again as you, with laughing face, rebuild the house of blocks that topples to the floor;

    The believing heart that trusts others, knows no fear and has faith in a Divine Father who watches over his children from the sky;

    The contented, trusting mind that, at the close of day, woos the blessings of childlike slumber.

    Dear child, we would become like you, that we may find again the Kingdom of Heaven within our hearts.

    Author Unknown

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